Hi again. I find it hard to write here. We were doing very well, until I was hit with a chest cold, sinusitis, weeks of insomnia (this has been an ongoing issue for years), etc etc etc....it was the perfect storm of physical, financial, work issues and a couple other things that hit me all at once.
The fight was huge, i know I am failing epicly at this distance thing. I stopped contacting him in any way. I cannot keep up this level of stress.
Yesterday we had an emergency. I didn't know who else to call, so I called him. He dropped everything, drove 45 minutes and we pulled together as a team.
Labug - thank you. I will think on your words
Betsey - his comments were meant to hurt, not how he actually felt/feels. He finally admitted that and has stopped it. But I do understand what you are saying. We have not had a conversation or confrontation about "us" in a week now. Right now I am just going to take the support heis offering me in this tough time (the emergency, not our separation), and see if I can learn that new dance.
