Funny you said that TTD about my bday. Its 3 weeks after hers and to be honest I dont know if she would even acknowledge it. SO I have NO EXPECTATIONS about it. Someone told me that when I sent the anniversary email to her that I may of put her on the spot since it took her 5 days to respond and negatively at that. A pastor also used the "speaking volumes" statement regarding her lack of responsiveness to that email. And here u r using also. And u r right, not picking up that dayspring card b/c she knew it would bounce a receipt back to me does indeed and sadly speak volumes about her current state of mind. She is definately keeping more distant than ever before. And you know how little before was...lol...I guess I am simply getting use to it now. Many more better days than bad, but I still hate the bad days....
