What is my plan if the transfer doesn't go through? I seriously don't know. I really worry that it will affect me so much, that I will make rash decisions. I don't know if after the Christmas holidays (6 weeks long) that I will have the motivation or desire to come back. I don't know how much longer I will be able to keep the PMA going.
I really think you need to start addressing this now. Start accepting that this could be your next step (staying put and coping). Make it part of your daily thoughts. You can't control what is going to happen (our sitches are evidence of that) but you can be the best you can be in that situation. The HWA you want to be...what would he do if the transfer didn't happen.
Don't get down about that question. Put yourself in HWA 8.0's shoes and give it a whirl, what would he do. What would ultimate HWA do???
Change job? Teach in classroom? ...............?? ...............?? ...............??
Think about it for a while. Let it go then sleep on it. Tell me tomorrow or the day after.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
