"and remember that she is watching "all" my actions!"
That's mindreading. She has a BF right? Have you done anything that would make her actually wonder what you're doing? IMHO, in your case, if you started golfing and going out with other women (just as friends) it will get her to start looking your direction.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
