So my mom asked me again last night "Do you really think she is going to come back?"
"YES!"
There are a possible million reasons, either imaginary, lie or truth, why she wont come back. I know others are telling me its just my ego getting in the way of me moving on.
If im moving on in every other aspect of my life why does it matter if I leave this piece open? Im done explaining- BUTT OUT!
Im living my life trying to be the best person I can. Trying to set myself up to live a freer (sp?)more exciting life.
The real question is Can we fall in love again? If we cant, then its done because Im not a roomie and D3.5 will see right through that BS. Who knows if we can- but id like to at least give it a try.
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13