I'm having a lot of WAS type feelings lately.
W won't/can't change.
It's fine if we don't R.
Time to move on with my life just as co-parents and nothing more.

Only some thoughts about the kids really put a slight dent in these.

It doesn't bother me. I find myself walking along and just smiling for no reason.
I see new pics of the kids I have put up around the house, I wink at them, smile and carry on.

I managed to Skype the kids last night. W was there but I have no interest in her. Had a great interaction with them.
I set up a domino rally for S4 to watch on Monday and it's been on the table all week and kept falling over. Got to show him last night, it wasn't a total success but glad I got to show him.

Got my school reunion tomorrow night, should be interesting.
I was abducted by online dating last week getting nowhere but hardly giving it a second thought this week and the messages are starting to come in. I didn't think distance/purser would work for online dating grin

I got some paperwork for the mortgage yesterday, fingers crossed.

I can tell when I'm in a decent place because I look at other threads on here and emotionally they don't bring me down and I can advise with a straight head.

That's all for now.


M36 W31
S4 S2
T5 M4
BD Jan12 S July12
Recon Sep12-Nov12
ILBINILWY Jan13
OM x 2 in 2013
W wants R July 13
I start D. Jan 14.
Meet GF Nov 13
Have I changed enough? Jul 14

The World is still My Oyster!