I'm having a lot of WAS type feelings lately. W won't/can't change. It's fine if we don't R. Time to move on with my life just as co-parents and nothing more.
Only some thoughts about the kids really put a slight dent in these.
It doesn't bother me. I find myself walking along and just smiling for no reason. I see new pics of the kids I have put up around the house, I wink at them, smile and carry on.
I managed to Skype the kids last night. W was there but I have no interest in her. Had a great interaction with them. I set up a domino rally for S4 to watch on Monday and it's been on the table all week and kept falling over. Got to show him last night, it wasn't a total success but glad I got to show him.
Got my school reunion tomorrow night, should be interesting. I was abducted by online dating last week getting nowhere but hardly giving it a second thought this week and the messages are starting to come in. I didn't think distance/purser would work for online dating
I got some paperwork for the mortgage yesterday, fingers crossed.
I can tell when I'm in a decent place because I look at other threads on here and emotionally they don't bring me down and I can advise with a straight head.
That's all for now.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14