I feel much better. I forgot how much more enjoyable life is without her. Isn't that sad?
It's getting close to my birthday.. I'm throwing a party on Saturday since next weekend (my actual bday) I'll be in Vegas at a bachlorette party.
This is one of the two annual parties I throw every year. I get more and more excited each year. Both were originally to combat the fact that my X isolated me so much from my friends and family. I needed to believe it wasn't true what she made me feel. That I was actually worth celebrating.
Now it's just a great opportunity to get everyone in one room and enjoy our lives together. I've been super emotional all week. Mushy texts and phone calls galore!
(Did I mention how much I love that my friends accept that about me.)
Just so grateful. So many wonderful people have walked into my life since the BD. I am more loved and love more now than I have in a long time.
If even half of the people come that were invited, I'll be in trouble. A girl can only hold so much whiskey!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
