Welcome to the boards Iva. You'll find no better group of people who will try to help you get your M back on track.

First things first. Have you read DB or DR? If not, do so right away so that you can better understand the strategy used here.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER