During the past 19 years, he was everything in my life. I don't have any family members here neither closet friends. He was the only person who I can talk to about everything. I loves him, trusted him and relied on him too much. I thought we will be together forever. Now suddenly I am all by myself.
That is why any of us find it hard to ignore our spouses initially. They are so much a part of our lives.
Focus on yourself. You are not alone - you've got loads of support on this forum.
Stay strong.
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks
