Ruby, I do get what you mean by living in the present, but also I am not placing a huge amount of expectations when and if I get the transfer back to the city. I need the transfer back to the city, for me. I cannot continue to stay here in the country, without being affected by the sitch. It really is as simple as that. For me to grow, improve and become a better person, I need to get out of here. I don't have expectations and am not even stressing on the wait for it. I just have to admit, I will not be good with the wrong outcome.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
