NTX_Dad, I've been avoiding working out like that and the depression diet stuff because I purposefully didn't want it to roll back later after things settled down. I just started working out last week; I wanted to use willpower to control portion size and types of food as opposed to working out like crazy, and then getting fat again.
------------------------------------- So, I had to talk to W again because she got a package in the mail that came to our house. It's funny, I started to tell her I'd drop it off for her, but then realized, "It's her crap, why should I run around for her?" So I told her when she could come and get it.
I know this isn't really the marriage-saving talk everyone wants to hear, but honestly, I am feeling pretty done. It's again weird how the control switches once you really don't care anymore. I told W that I'd be fine if we just skipped any further talk about "working on things" or going back to the Monday where W said she loved me and all that rot. I told her we'd have a hearing in 3 weeks and since it was a no contest thing, we'd be done, so I wasn't sure if it was worth the time. I didn't tell her, but nothing is going to change in three weeks, at least not significant/realistic changes.
W texted me and said, "I'd still like to take some time to think about things, and talk to you next week after I'm moved." Crazy - your W gets the divorce she wanted, all her "freedom", etc, but she wants to think and talk about things when we're three weeks away from divorce?
I just said, "I agreed to it, so I'll keep my word. You can call me on Tuesday". Bleah. As much as I love her and believe in marriage, I sorta just want to be done. Tired of the rollercoaster!
