D3.5 started ballet today and her rocket fueled, super proud, tiger daddy was there snapping pics like British paparazzi. Only a few tears this time.
I m learning my trigger.....it's when she displays self confidence. It's what I've always lacked.
I can PMA better then most but since the bomb I can't make a decision at all. Worse, I need constant re- assurance from others.
Are there different levels or types of self confidence? Do you feed each in different ways?
Today when d3.5 was asked by the ballet teacher to say her name and her favorite color , the others mumbled or turned there head and one ran away. My d3.5 straightened her back, looked her in the face and said loud and clear " my name is first, middle,last and my favorite color is PINK! The teacher took a step back.
I've NEVER been so proud in my life
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
