Me- LBS or WAS?

[littleGTO]

This morning H called me on the way to work. He wanted to know how I was doing after my text, as he felt the impact of my words I'm pretty sure.

I have not shared my emotions so raw in a while.

I repeated to him that I just know that I am wanting a partner in life. My love tank is on "E."

He responded that he understands how I must be feeling. "It has been so long and nothing has changed."

That was a direct reference to his feelings for OW and his desire to have a R with her, I am quite sure.

I texted my work buddy and he came over to my room & I just cried. I can't explain it except it felt like I am on a plummet from the top of my roller coaster.

Work BFF and I have not missed a beat...no mention of his comment about me being "gorgeous," so I think I'll just let it go. For all I know he may be sorry he said it. And, I don't want us to become awkward, as I've said.

Sporatic texts from cute guy, but I'm realizing how very little I get in return for the energy I put into thinking about him. SO, I'm trying so hard to divert energy into daily life stuff