Just returned from visiting mom. She had a very emotional day. She has been very sleepy the last few days and we thought that it might be her meds. Turns out that it is just her disease progressing or part of the dying process.
It hurts when I go to leave and she tells me over and over that she loves me and tells me over and over that I don't have to go.
Her time is very very short I think and it hurts like Hell.
I've told her many times that I am okay, but I'm not sure if she believes me. I'm not 100% sure that I believe me, but I'm getting there I think.
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
