I realised I actually enjoyed being on my own when I had a friend over to stay for a few days. She was having marriage problems and I was giving her some time for them both to think about it. My routine was all messed up and I was glad when she actually went home, lol.
I have a routine where after I take my son his hot chocolate up, I then make myself a spritzer or a lager shandy and settle down to the PC for the rest of the evening. When my friend was staying, I had to spend time with her and if I did have a glass of wine, it would turn into a bottle, lol. It was a very expensive few days!
also I had to make conversation where normally it will be peaceful and quiet smile
I often wonder if H did come back how we would settle back into a routine. I know that H prefers to watch TV now instead of going on his PC.
Anyway MH, glad you had a good day smile Enjoy flirting with the waitresses, I know I enjoy flirting smile Not with waitresses though, lol.


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!