"during this alcoholic (we hardly drink) lunch"

I don't think you understand what this means. She was drinking to get her mind off of things and relax. What have you been doing to change your attitude and actions?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER