Hi UR,
I am not being affected, it is easier to do as I am, to stay detached. So I will sit back, agin, still, and move forward.

Thanks for you wise words.

Nero,

Thanks, I know your h comes today, I wish you peace with that. Please answer another email, it's important.

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!