I used to feel that way every Friday when I picked the kids up. I would be fine all week and then it would stir me up all weekend. Try to think of the interaction as a performance at first and you only have to keep up the performance for that allotted time.
The more awesome, independent, strong HWA she see's the better.
Try not to think of DBing on her but DBing your whole life with every interaction with every person. The more you are that person away from her the easier it will be face to face because your just being you.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14