Something does have to change. What is the only thing you have control over?

My question is, why did you continue the conversation after you said you'd get a sitter?

What was driving you?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss