You know, Dawn, I wrote on Nero's thread that sometimes not making a decision is making a decision, ya know?
This is all a process. Every part of it. And it is ok to be exactly where you are.
There is no need, unless it is affecting your heart, your soul too deeply, to do anything sometimes. It is best to just sit with what you are discovering about you. Seeing how it feels, how it fits.
So, keep looking within. Keep moving forward on your journey.
You will know when you are ready for the next part, either way it goes.
And not matter what you decide or do, we are behind you completely.