Focus on ME

[jp787]

This board has gone from being a lifeline to a trigger for me.

Right now I can not bring myself to come here and read or post and I am not sure why.

My anxiety rises when I am on here and I just feel uncomfortable.

I do want to thank all that have followed and helped me, I couldn't have gotten to this point without you.

I dont know if I will be back to ask for help or not, but my intent it come come help others in time, once I get a better stance on my life and where I am at.

I continue to keep the guidlines of DB in my mind and belive in them.
I also am going with my gut and who knows what is right or wrong.

I will leave this open for now and one day come back.

Good luck to all.