"I was completely broadsided, betrayed, emotionally traumatized, and had my life torn apart. I was severely depressed, suicidal, suffered from PTSD, and was medicated and hospitalized. But by your account someone had a "right" to do that to me? "
Oh and to clarify. You can add this list to many people on this board. This has happened to so many people you wouldn't believe it. The problem is that you don't realize that she didn't "do" those things to you. Those feelings were created by yourself. Sure her actions were a trigger, but how you react to those actions are your responsibility.
Ask anyone on this board if they have ever felt the way you described above. You're not alone. In fact, some have had it worse. I've seen people get physically attacked, thrown in jail, had their children taken away from them, accused of sexual assault with their kids, etc.
So don't think that we don't know what you're going through. You have a choice to get help for your sitch. If you want to give up, then that's up to YOU not a fault of the board.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
