I'm trying my best. One thing that is really tough to get past is how obvious it is that my wife just doesn't like me much right now and I can tell she just doesn't want to be around me.
I've got to find a way to keep my distance from her, so I don't annoy her and push her away.
I'm not snooping anymore and I think that helps me feel a little better because, like "Whizzed" said, it can really twist the knife right into your heart when you find info or read texts/emails and create your own version of what will transpire based on the brief exchanges.
I just really want to know what is going through W mind right now.
I have a golf tournament this weekend, so W will be with the boys and I will try to get my mind on other things. Plus, that will keep her time occupied.
Vince B M=10 yrs T=13 yrs M45 / H 44 2 Boys 5 & 8 D Day: 7/16/13