How could you be "content" if you're not getting what you want/need?

You said this above:
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I am equally at fault for our M to be where it is. And, ultimately I may be the one to walk away.

What have you done about those things that are faults? You are in control of how this goes. Don't jump too fast because of a fear of being alone, you could quite possibly end up in the same R, different guy. I'm not sure you've figured out you yet.

There's another saying, No matter where you go, there you are.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss