better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

Thank you for that reminder. Hate that I let ow in my head. affair down is right! ow is twice divorced! I know its all fantasy- no responsibility. I am fabulous. I think h still knows this...but he feels tied down to this homelife. he sees co-workers doing their "own thing" dating younger women.
It is just too bad he forgot how much his family loves and needs him and I can't say that to him for risk of feeling as if I am pursuing or being needy.
I do give him space.I read somewhere Linda where you wrote h would be nice to you and then you would engage him. I feel the same. H will be here and things seem 'normal' and I will want to chat as if all is normal only to see that look/demeanor come back. then, I am kicking myself.

BTW, How are you feeling, doing??