Peace, if you are a Christian then hand it all over to God. I did that last week and my life turned around for the better I had an awful week last week with my parents, I felt like my life was spinning out of control. We've just been chatting to Mypain who's in a similar position to you. We've advised her to go out when it's dinnertime and get your H to get his own meals. Stop doing things for him. Get out as much as you can, visit friends and family. I agree with lovethehub, you now need to work on your PMA, 180 and GAL. Take care of you, your kids and most importantly your health
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!