Questions without answers...I'm tired of asking.

[BrightFuture]

Hi Dawn, I’ve been following your sitch for a while, but I don’t think I ever posted to you. I agree with nero, maybe you are in a holding pattern. Maybe you still have hope that he will crawl out of his tunnel any day now. I believe there is a reason for your feelings. Sometimes we don’t understand why we feel certain way, but it seems like on a subconscious level there is always something.

I consider myself stubborn. Everybody around me keeps telling me to stop hoping and start moving on with my life. I just know that I need to come to this conclusion myself, and it might take some time, while I have to feel everything to the fullest extent. This is just how I am.

I know it must be so difficult to deal with your H right now, and I wish you lots of patience. I’m sure the answers will come to you sooner or later. You are a strong person and one day you will get what you want and deserve, an amazing R.