Thanks for checking in on me. I do know where I am at, and what I want. They say you will know and I know!
Tho I have no answers, I am happy to walk in the unknown. I made a comment to H yesterday because he said, you are strong because I made you strong these last few yrs. I said, you don't know me at all, I was 17 when I left home and never looked back, they sought me out after 10 yrs, and our R still doesn't work, time doesn't heal wounds.
You want to go and think in 10 yrs your gonna come back. There will be nothing here for you, who will take your family away, your family! He said well your parents deserved that....oh I said, and now so do you!
It was like he came to a realization that he is an a$$. He was taken aback and said, OMG, your right. Didn't speak again.
These lousy MLCers are not smart, there not clever, they are selfish and narcissistic, and your right, I am done. And, I do know!
I takes a while to know, and actually want to admit it!
Your so strong and so active, you are your own strength even now, you can see that. YOu are smart and you know what you want. You have a lovely home and your cute as a little red button. Whatever you decide, know that your right and move forward with it, and be in control.
We can use our own strength to move forward, or to keep us stagnant and unsure for ever. I don't have forever!
(((((((nero))))))) dm p.s check your email.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
