We all cry MyPain, sometimes I think/believe that our WAS does too. I hope so.
My W told me about 7 months after BD that she had been crying nearly every day. That came as a real shock to me because she never showed me anything during that time but the Ice Princess facade. As for why she was crying, it was mainly guilt. It wasn't because she missed me or wanted to reconcile. She just felt guilty for hurting the kids and me.