He's the confused one...

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Having a day today that I haven't had in a while...Need to vent.

So, nothing has changed...for better or worse. I am still dealing with all the issues that I have posted about before.

I think I have been keeping my life so full and busy, that everything really just took a back seat...including my feelings about it.

I sent the attorney a check for the retainer for the divorce proceedings. I want it done, but I don't want to relive the pain and trauma that I know this will bring out...

So feeling some sort of way today, but can't explain it.