The tide is high, but I'm holding on

[reachingHigher]

Hi TVS! Didn't even notice the post was long! I soaked in every word of it.

As tough as it is, I DO think the cell phone track was very positive in that she calls HIM more and they don't talk as much as possible.

I know what you mean about having the evidence in front of you being more painful than just guessing, for sure!

You must be so weary! Perhaps your H is weary too. But I'm so happy he is participating more and more, little by little. As you said, baby steps, baby steps.

I had a totally awesome weekend! I will post later when I have opportunity. When I opened the door to the hotel suite Saturday night, my first thought was if only my DB peeps could experience this with their beloved's!

If H works his way out of this depression, your time may be coming for a sweet victory. But even if he doesn't, I see you are victorious already in being in control of your life, your emotions, your family. You're one awesome chick!