had a good time with kids over the weekend. really I feel sad for h that he is missing out. time with s17 is so fleeting.
have to remind myself that it is h's choice. really today felt some true disgust at h about the lies. usually when I look at /think about h, I still melt. don't want h to be that guy that lies, but he is.
my school work is busy.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13