Window of opportunity or just a mirage

[MrCAS]

I can logically see that if I ever get to piecing, it will likely be harder than DBing is now.

Yes. I can say that the first time I went through this with my W that it is hard. It is hard to put aside the past and focus on the future. It is hard not to hold grudges. It is hard not harbor thoughts and feelings.

But before I am actually there, it is hard to even imagine that reality.

So, quit thinking about it. Why expend energy on something that is not happening yet? It is like wishing to win the Lottery. You can only imagine all the things you might do... I just think that wishing for the Lottery is more fun.