Ok...today when he comes I will just be nice. I will just offer him some coffee or tea (like I would any friend) and I will help him take the tree down. I will be ready to leave when he is and we will go get my s and take him to his dad's. Then, we will go shopping. Hopefully, the ride back is ok. It's 1 1/2 hours.

Wish sex was an option, but it's NOT. It's been over a month and a half.

I miss his touch.

No expectations.
No R talk.
No feelings talk.

Just small talk.



I am responsible for my own happiness.