So now I'm debating internally. I told W I would sign divorce, but I'm more convinced than ever that she doesn't really want it... She's extremely conflicted. She told me tonight that it can take up to three months to schedule a hearing, and that you can cancel it at any time, and lots of people did that. That, of course, drives me crazy. It could just be guilt because she has admitted that she knows she's not doing the right thing, so maybe by saying something "nice" it helps alleviate it.
What I do know is that I can't even have casual conversations with her; not even for my step-kids. I keep thinking that "going dark" will close doors, but it really is time for an LRT.
