Oh I completely blew the reply. I told her I loved her the same as always, that I was a better person than before, am working on worrying, and asked her to forgive me for any shortcomings. The worst response ever, I know. I did preface it by saying if this were my last day on earth I want you to know....

I really stink at this, but I stayed up until 2 watching a late football game (like Christmas I tell you), then up at 5 for the text. I'm blaming sleep depravation.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later