14th Thread to Somewhere Uncertainly

[Raine]

I want that shirt!

This coming out of the tunnel thing...if that's what it is I'm experiencing, feels like total crap. Cause when they're in that fog you can just tell they're not normal. I'd say mentally ill is a good description, and so it's easy to brush off all the pain. But when you start to see a person there, the depression lifting and not encompassing them, yet there isn't any remorse or sorry or anything that would make it easier to forgive, then that's extremely difficult. Because now the pain is attached to someone who appears normal more often than not. He will have to face it. I can't be with him by sweeping it under the rug and pretending that I'm just glad he fixed himself. I have my limits of what I can handle, and that is beyond them.

So if indeed that is where the stage is in my sitch, you are gonna feel it. It is going to be harder for you to keep holding on. I kind of think that may be the point the lbs feels confident that they don't need the mlcer and they can move on and be happy. So perhaps that is another factor that makes it so dangerous too.