Thanks TTD180 for your two cents worth. A lot of the emotional lows are probably based on my location. Moving back to the city will allow me a lot more time with friends and things I want to do. Putting music on loud is something I used to love to do, but alas, with flatmates now, I have to show courtesy to them. Maybe rather than being emotional so much, maybe I am just on the downhill side and I tend to think it is more a regular thing than it probably is. Mentally I am ok, it is really just the emotional side that hurts so much. They aren't even really moods, just seeing life as it is at the time being, makes it more emotional. Seeing pictures of her, thinking about things we did, or like the other day, seeing the car she should have been driving (not the friend).
I know how that is. I see my H on a regular bassis because of my son and sometimes it is upsetting. I start to think things are turning a corner, but then H says something and you think no they're not. Hope you start going uphill again soon
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
