hi and hope all's going well in your household. Are ya still nursing h? is he still "disabled" or back on the road to recovery?
just thinking about you- i've been pretty bored with anything coming out of my own mouth. tired of all this stuff goin on in life , how it makes me feel, etc.
tired of feeling it all & tired of saying it all - probably like everyone else in the universe as well....(hearing my usual old crappola_)
h comes up here wed if his aunt's funeral & body transport, etc. is all ironed out. as usual- i'm thinking why f'ing bother. what in the world could he possibly even want to - since on a daily basis he is indifferent to me and what is going on in my life?
I'd say he was w ow last nite- all the usual rejection issues going on with me when you KNOW AND resent, etc. i did sleep tho- yay - thank God for sleepng pills...
a milder version of the beginning of all this junk - over and over and over huh??? - it's getting mighty old. it was making me think of you saying you're DONE and your H is not able to be the person you need in your life anymore -
(for the present anyway).
then you have compassion & he IS in fact a part of your life- whether you like it or not- it's wierd in general. the "strings" -
ANYWAY- hope you're having fun with the kids and rest of your life-
nothin much here or to say today . feelin mighty empty about it all -
hey - maybe being too tired to even think about being angry is something else- something good, ya think???? too tired to think of a better name for it- (if it deserves one)
