Good Morning. I know you're awake. I talked to God this morning. It had been a while. He told me to text you and apologize. I am very sorry for how I've hurt you. I don't hate you. Truly I don't. And I do still love you, but I'm not coming home. I don't know what the future holds for us. He didn't tell me that yet. I have to do what I'm doing right now. He understands and I can assure you that He is using me to share His love with others. He's kind of a smart dude like that. Lol. I'm not sure what He wants you to learn from this, but I think one thing is that you can't control everything. You have to learn how to let go and give Him control. He's gonna do whatever He wants with us anyway. It's easier to accept it than to fight it. So stop worrying about us. Stop worrying about our finances. Stop worrying in general. Put it in his hands and use this time to change and grow. Don't wait for me. Have fun. Enjoy life. Open doors. Make new friendships. Live in the present like it's your last day on Earth, because it could be! Whatever happens with us will be ok. He will make it ok. I trust Him. That's all. Peace out. Deuces
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later
