I still struggle with believing that STBX is crazy or in crisis I still think maybe its all in my head, maybe he is a normal person still. I have always been told that I over react and I am too sensitive so deep inside I still think this whole thing is my fault. I am working on finding a more accurate truth.
I could have written this, it is soooo how I feel.
He is a teenager. I dont know why I can't truly accept that.
Have trouble with this too. However, for the first time since this started I read some of his twitter feeds... OMG could see "teenager" in big bold print. Doesn't make me feel any better, but I guess it is a bigger indication of where his head is at.
