i have a pair of slax & top from the 70s, fitted waist with pleats and then baggie around the top and tapered ankles in a very big - loud kind of modified plaid- oh man- what a fright - AND I THOUGHT they would be back-
if they were - who would want to wear them. it's such a funny little bit of the past- linda and i each had an outfit- we were sooooo cool once when we were young & hot. .
re - mom duty - - - so far i just don't answer the texts or e-mails- she's going thru other sister - who says in response to inquiries about me "filling in" she just said - "you guys burnt a very big bridge" and left it at that. i said she could tell her i took her advice and moved to FLa. idk- i don't care really what the heck she thinks.
the more i am "off duty" the more chilled i get. idk how this freaks me out so much- the trauma of the emergencies and hospitalization.
oh well- who i am. meltdown after it's allllll taken care of and done and over. job complete.
i don't know how you remain so devoted and philosophical. tonite - no call, me, sure he's with ow- why else no call? i just want to hate him really- it'd be soooo easy if i could just give in and let it take over. maybe anyway- nice thought.
i do not know why i don't more thoroughly and completely.
it could be a solution here - rite??? oh well- had a bit of bailys' and took a sleepng pill
only spent a couple hrs at mom's with my neice- then i let neice drive for frst time in a very big and deserted graveyard we have here- it's got an entire section that is uninhabited and has a nice little road - she was thrilled. and practiced for maybe an hour. a pleasant treat for her- she's a good sport about going to my mother's with me- and was relaxing to boot..
nothing like being able to make someone happy to put ya in a good mood.
went home and painted the big gate and kitchen cabinet doors- just freshened them up wth white golss.
i don't know- wish i could blubber for a week solid and be done forever.
oh well huh? another stinking nite- i'm icky so i'm going. i'm hoping your eye is okay-
