So H has been a bit grumpy the past few days, and not talking much. If I ask him a question he just gives a quick mumbly response. Is mumbly a word? lol. I must be getting better at detaching because it has not been bothering me at all that he is acting grumpy.

A couple of months ago when he acted this way I could physically feel anxiety in my body and it would stress me out. Now I just think, oh well, it is what it is! I will just back off a bit and give him some space (which is a bit harder now that he has cooled off on working on the basement).

Our 8th anniversary is Tuesday, not worrying about it at all though.

I feel a little bit torn at the moment and wish that I had my mother to talk to. She passed away 3 years ago, and I would have talked to her about everything going on in my life. I wonder what she would say!


M: 8 yrs T:14
Twins:7 S:5
BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013
Mar/Apr/May: MC
June: "living in limbo"
Sept 12: H moves out
Oct 20: reconciling
Jan-Feb 2014:MC
Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.