Living In The Now (La Deuxieme)

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That's what I think too Hopeful. The "ya but you only see this" thought.

I don't need any pick me ups or wouldn't change any things I've grown so much but does anyone ever think, I mean without melancholy or sadness or woe is me. Could I please just have my effin life back? Lmao. I just want it back. To have someone to lie next to who knows you and whom you know and just say "omg I'm tired. How was your day? And laugh and rely and share.

Don't get all crazy on me friends, . It's like a mixture of exasperation fatigue amusement acceptance and bemusement all rolled into a "really????"

Lol. Sometimes you just have to shake your head in a kind of affectionate indulgent disbelief and have a glass of wine

Night all!

Great post!

About the trust and subguy's comment, this may be just me but I'm in such a different place right now that trust isn't an issue. It may also have to do with the fact that I know exactly why H left and understand.

I know that H needs to feel he can trust me. I think we're building a R and we'll see what happens.

The trust issue may come up later for me. Interesting.