let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

I don't know if I made the right move last night or not. I had plans to go see a movie, but that wasn't going to be until later, so I texted W saying that I wanted to stop by after work to see the boys, and she invited me to stay for pizza and a movie. I mentioned that I had plans but that I could be easily swayed to change them, and she responded back, ok, maybe next time.

I had to talk to her for work so I mentioned that I was joking in my text and that I was grateful for the invitation and would love to see the boys. So I went after work, and hung out until W got home. We went out to buy some drinks and got along great, like good friends... is this where I want to be, a friend?

We talked a bit about retrouvaille, and I told her all I knew about it and mentioned the follow up sessions. She acted like she knew most of what I was saying and said she read up on it too, which I have a hard time believing. It does see like she is totally on board to giving it a try, so who knows. At the very least, I will be able to learn some communication skills which I know I will benefit from.

we watched the movie. W and I sat next to each other with distance between us. We had a good time watching the movie as a family. Afterwards, she said she wanted to work on a policy that her boss said needed to be done by the next day, so she went to work on that while I hung out with my boys,watching them play games.

After a while, I got up and went out on the deck and watched the sky, I drifted off a bit and woke to hear W coming out. She sat down and asked me what I was doing, I told her I was just watching the stars. she sat for a few minutes, the said she wanted to finish her work because she was almost done. I took that as a sign to get going. I watched the boys play a bit more, then said my good byes and left.

I am getting ready to head out to a concert fest today which will be a nice change for me. The weekend don't seem as fun as they used too...