Okay, just a quick update. He knocks on door this morning because he has to get his uniform for duty this morning. He has already left, but he comes over to the bed and kisses me on the forehead and apologized for his behavior last night. He said he was very rude and terrible to me. He said he was drunk and very tired and upset about having duty this weekend. He continued to apologize. I didn't say anything because I was still half awake.

I am actually glad that he is gone for the day. I can now regroup my thoughts get moving on doing things for myself today. I am going for a run, then stop for coffee.

I have got to get myself out of this funk! smile

OLD THREAD:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2380569#Post2380569

Me: 44
Him: 51
Married: 9 years
Together: 14 years