That's what I think too Hopeful. The "ya but you only see this" thought.
I don't need any pick me ups or wouldn't change any things I've grown so much but does anyone ever think, I mean without melancholy or sadness or woe is me. Could I please just have my effin life back? Lmao. I just want it back. To have someone to lie next to who knows you and whom you know and just say "omg I'm tired. How was your day? And laugh and rely and share.
Don't get all crazy on me friends, . It's like a mixture of exasperation fatigue amusement acceptance and bemusement all rolled into a "really????"
Lol. Sometimes you just have to shake your head in a kind of affectionate indulgent disbelief and have a glass of wine
. It's like a mixture of exasperation fatigue amusement acceptance and bemusement all rolled into a "really????"
