This life is more than ordinary

[reachingHigher]

I don't know what my choice would have been...

I am thankful I didn't figure it out

I'm the same. As good as it is now; I don't think I'd go through it again. I think there surely must be other people out there that could provide some companionship and happiness.

I told a GF recently, if H becomes dissatisfied again, I think I'll pack him his suitcase, walk him to the door and say "have a good life". I don't think I'd go through this again.

I say that now...but it could be different then. I think we grow when we learn compassion for someone else in the way we have to in these sitches. But there is a limit. None of us are truly Forever Young! We don't know how long we have left to live! We have to learn balance in this dance.