Ok everyone, calm down. I'm not looking for any other man right now. And I'm not looking to be anyone's OW. My focus right now is on seeing if H and I can come to any agreements, and if not, moving on with my life, which I may do anyway.

I am not emotionally detached from H, which is going to prevent me from getting too far with anyone else right now. I have a very guilty feeling soul.


M44 H57
D17 (special needs)
M 18 yrs
Bomb 7/2/12
Still living together