Thanks F. Whether it is simply just a bad day or whether it is now a culmination of everything. Who knows. What I do know is nothing is improving, even though I am trying hard.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.